This is what my screen usually looks like:
no wonder you're paranoid! :eek:
haha. i hope you dont get eq related nightmares....
You mean...you don't?
can anyone inform me on what nightmares are lol i always have good dreams can't recall one bad one. :D
nightmares.. heh .. just wait a few years..
For those who did see the above post before the edit...He really is a nice guy in RL.
LIES ALL LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mad:
speaking as one who has quite a few nightmares are visons of things that either scare you or make your heart catch with pain and agony personally my nightmares are of the world in war of people dying and being powerless to help
Yes it's true! Unoshato really is a nice guy :D
And he gets even nicer if you are holding an Oreo and a cup of coffee...;)
lol what fiz no heart shaped g
how disapointing :p
I have nightmares about eq there's this one where everyone I know in eq is dead so I take out my clicker and I'm clicking away when suddenly it RUN'S OUT OF CHARGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and uno send me a pm I wanna know what got edited
I DO TOO LOL nothing is worse than i teacher that knows less than you do. Unoshato is a nice guy lol just picks on me alot :D
LOL Radx i think youre pulling everyones leg........everyone has nightmares, whether they are waking or sleeping. Anything that makes yoru heart race and your palms slick with oily perspiration, that catches your breath in your throat and for one terrifying instant you believe wholeheartedly that you will never draw breath again, that makes your stomach roil and your legs useless when all you can think about is running away.......waking or sleeping, these are nightmares.
And im not going to finish what i was going to say, as i just decided that its too mean and im the nice one :p
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
Nightmares?
Daymares?
Hmm. Is it possible that the really bad day you are having gith now is nothing more than a nightmare? And when you awake, you will get to live the real life version of it.
This thread reminds me of a line in a Duran Duran song that went like this, "If your lonely in your nightmare let me in."
Kill well.
QuoteOriginally posted by Laiynla
Anything that makes yoru heart race and your palms slick with oily perspiration, that catches your breath in your throat and for one terrifying instant you believe wholeheartedly that you will never draw breath again, that makes your stomach roil and your legs useless when all you can think about is running away.
Umm Laiynla you talking about nightmares or upper level tradeskill combinds?
Because your lonely in your nightmare let me in
And it's barren in your garden let me in
Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in
Because you're so lonely in your nightmare let me in
And it's cold out on the stone range let me in
Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in
I think Laiynla must be talking about high end tradeskill combines and both the hope and fear of failure, as well as the fear of not seeing a "you have improved" message of some kind. Last night I was working on alchemy, my current skill is 185, working on next combine item which goes trivial at 191..
300 attempts.. 0 improves.. :(
pain.. pain.. feel the pain..
Actually, the inspiration was a train that ryverwind once brought me of about 10 mobs, and i couldnt use an AE me because it was inside a tunnel........
Of course, i mezzed them all, but by the time i got them i was in tears.........LOL
The upper tradeskilling combines are more of a feeling that youre suspended in midair over an ocean of cold water, and when you hit combine time slows and you start falling, knowing that there is only a slim chance that you wont hit the frigid waters of failure........
Man Fizelle....that looks like my mom when I accidently swore in front of her the other day! lol
HMMM nightmares nope havent had em in at least uhh maybe 10+ years ago before i met Mindy. but now everytime i sleep i have her in my dream and its ALWAYS a good dream with her there no matter what so maybe im just a normal person cause techincally im weird to charts but techincally the chart is a exact opposite of the truth
radx
Mindy's sleeping with lohagen, vezza, ryverwind, uno and legolyn
and she thinks they are all better than you
this nightmare brought to you by your friendly guildleader :)
Like...ouch
just tell those guys to use there own hands :P
wtf?! No one better be sleeping with MY Loh.
/d
lol I expect I should appologise to those who's partners got tossed into the nightmare with mindy :)
Nah that would take the fun out of it Fizz -- besides -- gives me someone to /d since Lego is afraid
lol did I ever tell ya bout the time I /d lego
btw I won :p
yeah Lego is a puss and Loh > all.
bah Fizz -- need to talk to you asap -- wanna just keep replying to thread? lol
turn on your chat programs I have all of em on :)
lol chat junkie.
I used to have like 5 chat programs then I just said 'screw it' they can use yahoo or I don't want to talk to them...lol. If Im feeling nice I'll open AIM but...I'm pretty stubborn. lol
http://www.ceruleanstudios.com/
trillian runs msn yahoo icq aim and irc all through the one program single friends list :) very compact
Hmm.. althought I don't keep chat programs up as much as I used to, I have used several. Powwow was actually my favorite, but the evil empire bought them out and killed their product. ICQ is my main chat application, with one of the original ICQ numbers.. 113362.. yep.. you read it right.. one of the low 100's, 6-digit, numbers.. i was an original beta tester.. AIM is my second favorite, as I do not have to use AOL to use that product..
"Have fun storming the castle! Do you think it will work? It will take a miracle."
btw, Radx, we all have bad dreams.. if you don't remember any of them it is because you are repressing them.. but trust me.. if you are human.. you have em.. but then again, maybe that observation poses it's own interesting question.....
:)
yes.. I am evil..
I have nightmares about work....I'm there every day...everday the same eternal hell....I can't wake up........Even when I'm awake I'm in the nightmare...someone shake me because this can not be real:D
Sad thing is that I have EQ nightmares probably twice as much as I have normal RL nightmares.....things like suddenly I look and Bot9 is missing! or even worse I can't SOE myself. ><
I had a few last night.. seemed to have something to do with the horrid tank that was in our PoV group last night.. who when fully buffed.. his AC and HPs almost matched my shaman of the same level.. :(
Kept having a recurring dream of slow resisting, and when I recast, it stuck as the tank died, and then I was next..
Not fun..
Oh wait.. that really DID happen three times yesterday.. and when I developed a strategy that allowed us all to live.. he would not listen.. as he thought he should be able to take the hits..
Argh.. the pain.. the pain.. :)
Christ did you really have to put me in that Mindy nightmare. You've officially scarred me for life now.
Oh and Leiyah if your actually ever on I'll /d you. Actually that could be rather entertaining. A 45 minute duel.
Actually ever on? LOL. Listen here buckaroo....what's your played time? And besides -- you've not been on in forever.
You're right -- it would be a 45 minute duel though -- we would just be kiting each other around and around lol.
Sorry Fizz but in case you haven't heard i sleep with Mindy at her house since i um how u say about knocked the lights outta my mom well i felt like it. She said very mean things about Mindy which is one of only like 3 things that will set me off the roof. so i sleep at her house with her sooo she can't be seeing them 1. they live in Aussieland well some of em and Mindy is Pure to the soul she is cleaner than any other person i kno. She wouldn't do that we love each other too much. and 3. i think i skipped 2 but whatever 3 i don't sleep much during school so i know where she is at all times.:D .So if she got outta bed i know it. I asked one thing from my mom and that's respect Mindy she could do whatever she wanted to me won't phase me but you don't make fun of Mindy or call her names or anything. You guys are just playing around trying to have fun that's fine. If you don't under stand this then ooh well. LOL. You'd have to be me to understand it if you don't.
I think my played time is around 90-100ish hours on this character. Your right though I haven't been on much lately.
And I was thinking more of the nuke til one is almost dead, heal, run oom, sit med, think of different ways to kill each other, med, nuke thing.
gah, what about me? i thought i had good fingers, fizzgig!
Nobody can twist like you, Vivace...not even Ryverwind *wink wink* ;)
lol radx...the point of it is that it's something that scares you.
oh and no woman's that good you put her on a pedstal that high someone's gonna get hurt when she falls off
and yes viv's got clever fingers let him take lego's spot and see if that unscares the poor druid
WOW Lego, you're just a pup! My character was created Nov 3 02 and I've got 130 played hours just today! /cheer me. So, the nuke, dot, med thing, eh? How much mana you got?
/sigh. Just played with your magelo. Lego, you would SO kick my butt..... I need to quit talking and sitting on my corner and get myself out xping and all that other crap....lol
Lol no more /d for you eh? Darn :D
Nah, I'll still /d you -- I'm not afraid! lol. I remember being in potactics with you when you hit 65 and I was thinking 'he caught up with me!' The thing is that guildleader does not = xping.
I haven't xp'ed in ages either so your not alone on that one. So /d it is then. We'll invite all the warriors out with us to see what a duel really looks like. No, clerics are not allowed.
Clerics can come to click us afterwards since we'll both probably go down from dots....unless we /d on my corner. I'm lazy sometimes and don't like running back. LOL. But as far as participation, nada.
Fair enough. If I'm on tonight you got yourself a date. If not, well I'm sure you'll find something else constructive to do ;)
LOL only if I can fix my frickin comp. I'm stuck jerking around in my ipconfig window trying to figure out what is wrong with my connection.
I did ipconfig /release then..... ipconfig /renew --- no go. Any suggestions? LOL. >< Damn thing is about to get tossed out the window. GRRRR.
Hmm actually that wouldn't scare me Fizzgig because i some how have a chance or percent of thing's happenin and chance of her cheating hmm .000000001 pct chances of aussieland 0 flat out lol she hates flying thats why we are being mechanics for Air Force.
It takes ALOT to scare me not one horror movie has scared me.
Radx is young, that's the youth talkin'. Reality will set in soon enough.
u obviously don't know me that well hmmm if u spent one day around me you would know why i don't get scared etc.
so..im curious, exactly how old are radx and mindy?
/em typing as ears smoke from Uno's edited but oh-so firey rant....
Vivace- Radx and Mindy are young....seniors in High School I believe?
So they are young- and they are in love- and they take a lot of flack from other members of the guild...you know...cynics and others of us who have had our hearts broken and our souls trampled on by the jerk-offs and/or Hagathas that we once held so dear....
Now I'm not saying Radx doesn't deserve some of the ribbing he gets from people- but at the same time, his loyalty and persistance in proclaiming his love is well....silly...but sometimes admirable.
And I'm just a softy these days ;) so dont mind me.
yes Lourdos your correct seniors and loving it get out class early pick our lockers and more to come from this year. I am young yes but my heart is where it is for one reason that's because she stole it 10years ago when i laid eyes on her.:)
laying eyes on a 7 year old girl will get you locked up in most societies.
LOL Chingerz.....:D
haha Ching! omg I laughed so hard!
Radx, that is SOOO sweet! My heart would melt if a guy said something like that to me. I would make him cookies or .....
wow..um..ya radx and mindy are likt a year or two younger than i am..haha.
leiyah...are you suggesting lohagen take advice from radx on flattery?!
Loh doesn't need advice. Ima happy girl. /smile
on a side note....IP FIXED! WOOT!
No offence to any of the softies, but if any guy i ever dated said that to me id smack him. Im one of those old fashioned girls who likes her men to be strong...the only reason i married ryver was because he could beat me in a fair fight (yes im serious, he gave me a fat lip and a bloody nose and i LOVED IT) Not that i dont like romance, i love when ryver brings me flowers, but i also love that if i say something stupid hes not going blindly agree with me because of his infatuation level. Mutual respect is something thats necessary for a long lasting relationship, and in the immortal words of Ferris Bueller, you cant respect someone whos kissing your ass LOL.
people who fear nothing often die young and miserable when real life catches up with them.
also I've been married for nearly nine years so I'm not a cynic
Date postponed Leiyah, I was up to my eyebrows in making Mexican cuisine last night. I'll try to be your punching bag this evening.
wow..ryverwind and laiynla fighting..and she 'liked it!" i'd hate to see what happens when they arent just playing around.
I may not look super big or strong but i'm ALOT stronger than i look. It's not that i don't fear anything i just try and overcome it :p .
This is what I have figured out so for:
Radx & Mindy: Both around 17-18 (aka seniors in H.S.)
Radx doesn't like being controlled.
Radx wants a job in the military.
Mindy (new bit of info) going into the military.
Both will be mechanics.
Assuming you will be stationed in the same base(don't count on it)
Assumes that away from you she won't be seduced by power, money, rank.
Assumes pay will be good.
Remember most military have to beg on the weekends for donations from others in the PX. The military doesn't pay well.
They are young, innocent, and stupid.
Yes this is many years speaking, and I might be a bit cynical but that is what is left. I have seen a lot of people ruin their lives by relationships that they rush into.
that is my 2 cp worth...so keep throwing pp's at me.
well im not gonna take to much time catching up to all the post just put in my 539 years of blood suckin experiances and various comebacks . .
A.) radx I absolutly guarntee I can scare you
B.) love is worth dying for . .. its also worth waiting for.
C.) being cold lonely and bitter for years on end sucks
D.) youth benifit from luck where they lack in wisdom and rightly so otherwise non of us would be here to give advice would we?
on a related diatribe . . . . If we gave out free beer to each guy who got a vasectomy wed be taking care of 2 problems at once. . .. chlorinating our gene pool . . and indicating the darwin award winners at the same time . . . dont laugh i know people who would do it.
Military also tries and makes exceptions for those who have spouses also in the military to be stationed at the same base. But I've got friends where exceptions were not 'able' to be made. Be absolutely prepared for this because it is a very real and possible thing...that is....exceptions not being made.
There is a huge difference between flattery and constant overkissing of the ass. I have seen it first hand ruin relationships (including marriages) when one never outwardly says 'I love you' or 'you're beautiful' or 'I appreciate you' ....things like that. But you're right in the fact that not having a backbone or not being willing to argue a point with your 'other half' won't get you very far I dont' think.
Finding a 'true love' young would be awesome! Geez, wonder how many years I'm gonna waste with the wrong ones? lol
Lego, you use being in the kitchen as an excuse? You chicken! Now, Go in the kitchen and MAKE ME A PIE! and afterwards GO KNIT ME A SWEATER!
And actually Nyte -- will you scare me please? It'll give me an excuse to run to Loh for protection and comfort and.....
/smile
Yeah I did. I spend a lot of time in the kitchen. Pie however, is not something I can make with regularity. It seems my baked goods are quite subpar. Anyway I won't be able to get on to duel you anyway. It seems my computer has some sort of problem that I can't seem to fix. It freezes up in the middle of any sort of lengthy process, EQ, disk clean-up, anything. So don't look for me to be on-line any time soon. I have tried everything I know how to do to fix it. And short of deleting the partitions and reformating the hard drive I'm at an utter loss.
Adding to the random advice, AND speaking from un cynical experience (I cant be cynical when im married to such a great guy ;) ) People change the most in the early to mid 20's. Thats when they get the freedom and oppportunity to decide for themselves what thay want to be and do in their lives. Any resemblance to their 16/17 year old selves is usually dim and fading. The chance that you two will stay compatible is there, but it is very slim. I was with a guy that I had known and been very good friends with for 10 years, and when he turned 24 his life took a COMPLETELY different path then what had been happening for the decade that i had known him. (no im not bitter, i got better anyhow :D ). Without further ado, he left and went his own way. Devotion is a wonderful thing, but blind obeisance is a completely different thing, and one that wont help hold you up if anythng happened. Bottom line: patience makes the heart grow fonder, and sometimes to know what you have is right you have to make sure that other things arent. Just reading the same book over and over wont expand your mind, but reading a selection then choosing the one that you enjoy the most is intelligence.
With Radx's inability to keep his mouth shut he will have a, let's just say, a difficult time in the military. For those that have served their country as I have you know of what I speak ;)
i realise the part about where we could not get stationed together but it is a 100pct chance if we are married. And to speak the truth i actually don't talk much i do what i am told unless it's my mom cause she can get off the couch like my lil brother. I use eq as a excuse to talk alot. If it is needed i could get Mindy to tell ya i don't talk that much i think out of first week of school we talked alot but not that much if u put it up to as much as others talk. One of the only things i ever repeat is that i Love her. Ooh and side note i don't carwe how scary u are or u think u are but u ain't gonna give me fear 1 reason y is i have someone i hold dearly and the best thing in the world to do is to fight your fears.
Think of these people as your peers, radx. They arent trying to ridicule you or put you down. what they are trying to do is prepare you for the real world. once you graduate highschool life is no longer the same. you change as you grow more mature and realise resposibilies that you will have to endure to be a sucessful person. most of the people in this guild arent teenagers or people have thrown away their lives. i would want to bet that the majority of this guild, or people with access to this part of the forums, are successful people with families. they have been through lifes downs and ups, and they have whats most important, experience in life.
its human nature to try and protect people that are close to you and i think that a lot of people want to protect you by saying, 'dont expect the best outcome.' although they dont know your personal situation they are trying to help from what they know from their own past. so take their advice and apply it to what you know. get all the information before you start making decisions that will have a lifelong effect. from what i understand you really love Mindy, dont screw it up by making a bad decision.
again i dont know you're personal situation, but make sure you make plans before you jump in. Love isnt like a highschool project where you can throw it together the night before. One more thing, Make sure mindy and yourself dont try the long distance thing. it sucks ass, big time.
thanks for advice and actually been plannin what we were doing since 10th grade and gettin married at 18 before shipped off and we will be stationed together if we are married. I realise life won't be the same but HAS to be better than living with my mom.
Um....just for the record, it is not a 100% chance you will be stationed together because you are married. I can tell you that much. I've family where couples were split at different bases for greater than tdy. I've also seen wife moved to Lackland and husband sent remote for 18 months to Japan. /nod. Because you are legally married does not "guarantee" same location / assignment. They'll tell you they will do what they can but....I just caution you to have a back up plan of action. USAF relocates you I think I was told if greater than 6 mths tdy but remote doesn't always count =/ Besides, who the h*** would go to Lackland it's so fuggin hot down there...black flag days ><
/smile
666th view of this thread!
KoF is a family...as the momentary monarch I'd like to say
radx your in for a world of pain hun we just trying to make you think stuff over carefully
One other small piece of advice from someone who has been there -- getting married at age 20.....not such a good idea....yea, I suppose there are a few cases where it works out but for the most part....
Well I'm stubborn :p I'll take my chances. Reason why I'm stubborn and if her dadcan like me we are good lol. He dad hates 99pct of population on earth lol.
pfft my dad hated douv as in wouldn't even let him in the house while we were dating.
and we married when I was 20 coming up to our 9th aniversary in november we however did a whole heap of living before we got married and work very hard at our relationship to keep it working anyhow sometimes a step back is good
It's worth trying tho correct?
I mean whats life with out twists and turns lol.
its your life mate and to hell with all of us trying to live it for ya
thats the ultimate truth You live your life the way you please everyones gotta make their own mistakes at times. .
were just trying to give our mistakes so that you can see and use caution caution isnt all bad we have around 80 years average on this world you got plenty of time to get married or make mistakes but its easier if you spread them out.
My last cp worth:
18 bites to get married at.......wait till 21, and your chances of having a successfull marriage raise from 13% to 53%.....and if you wait till your mid 20's (ie 25) chances of a successful marriage go even higher.
Getting married at 18 is nothing to be proud of. Getting married at 30 isnt anything to be proud of. Getting married at 50 isnt either.
Getting married after KNOWING what youre getting into (and hun no, living outside your moms house is harder, no matter what. I moved out at 17 and have been on my own since then, its a WHOLE DIFFERENT THING, yes nobodys yelling at you to get dressed or youll be late, but stress comes in many different packages) and being prepared, not shutting out peoples advice who, much as they might kid and joke, DO care, and remembering that, even at 30, in many ways youre still a kid....
getting all that and making life work well, THATS something to be proud of.
Getting married at 18 because it makes a good story isnt a good enough reason. If you really truly love Mindy (which i know you do, you are very devoted to her) you will honor her with the best possible marriage situation that you can possibly afford to give (and no im not speaking monetarily). Do everything you can to make certain this will work, for her.
And i dont want you to reply to this with anything. Just take it and keep it in your noggin, DO NOT reply to it, it is not a question or a debate, it is pure and simple advice. Take it or not, but dont degrade it by spouting inanities. Just think about it. Thats it.
And Fondue is worth trying.....Marriage is worth making SURE of.....
Its much better then fondue, and if thats your attitude, then you arent ready for it, i dont care if youve been betrothed from the cradle. Marriage isnt about twists and turns, its about having someone by your side for them........
ok shadding up now, but again, dont make up rebukes for this, this is my honest personal experience, meant in the spirit of assistance. Not debate.
:)
/sniff /sniff
Do or do not there is no try
My favorite quote is from my Biology teacher in grade 12. He was telling us how he decided to get into biology. Apparentlly he only took biology because he had a crush on a girl who was a biology major. He summed up his story by saying:
"The biggest regret a 40 year old man has in his life is that the direction his life took was based on the decisions of an 18 year old boy"
I got married when I was 18.....and it was one of my bigger mistakes....:mad:
If you wanna know what he thought about it....
/em hands Radx a shovel
He's out behind my Nanna's house.
Erm...just dont bother husband number 2 while you're out there- he's still pissed about a few things :rolleyes:
Have a Nice Day! :D :D :D
fondue is cool.
Life is life without mistakes and i know ill make mistakes but thats the fun of it but I have a really good feeling about this. And Biology in 12th grade?!?!?!?! i had it in 10th had chemistry oceanology in 11th have 2 different types of physics this year lol.
Not good at getting a point are you?
Biology 12 is a class you dork. Where I am from you take general science till grade 10 then you take advanced specialized classes in 11 and 12 (if you are on an academic program). Therefore I took Biology 11 and Biology 12 as well as Chemistry 11 and 12 and Geography 11 and 12. Biology was a part of the General Science class in grade 10 however it was very different from Biology 12. You need to take reading comprehension a few more times. This may be hard for you to understand but there is more to learn about biology then was covered in your grade 10 class.
finally, i've found a spot where i can interject a witty, smart-assed comment into this 5-page spout of nonsense thread.
QuoteIf you wanna know what he thought about it....
/em hands Radx a shovel
He's out behind my Nanna's house.
Erm...just dont bother husband number 2 while you're out there- he's still pissed about a few things :rolleyes:
so THAT's how Lourdos got such a high score on the sex test!
Well Souls...I'll never kiss and tell...
And now neither will they :eek:
Actually -- that was one of the questions on the test wasn't it -- about "relations" with persons who are no longer breathing...
LOL Souls. Good reaction!
/sigh
I give up,
Good luck to you radx, since you dont seem to be listening to anything that ANYONE is saying, i hope you have a good attorney
and P.S. a divorce isnt a "mistake" and if you think thats what classification it comes under, then Heaven help you AND mindy, because youre going to make BOTH your lives a living hell........ THAT i can promise you
Life is like a bed of roses. So watch out for the pricks